Lost and found

Love her for what she is
Love her for what she's not

I finally can say I found someone i want to spend the rest of my life with...
I learn to accept her for who she is

Dear god, if you have a plan for me please include her into it for i have pledged to myself to love her unconditionally and to take care of her. I might not have everything in the world but I'll give her every thing I have.

Please grant me a wish ..to complete my life with her!!

When there's a block ahead

You find your way around it

You're a joke

I'm laughing and crying at the same time...I dunno why! Ong Sau Wai you're a
Joke! Your life is a joke! You selfish bastard! I wish I could turn back time and right the wrong....

And I'm still smiling when I'm sad.....

The end?

I have never been so low in my life? Newest point of low. This court case is really troubling me greatly. I have the same dream every night. I committed suicide in each and every one of it. I use a drill and drill it all the through my head. What a way to go??? My mind is pretty fucked up now!! Is it a sign of an end????

God, please give me strength to go through this. I can't take it anymore. Let me go if you will. Faraway land and there shall be no more sufferings!

My prayer

Dear god,

If you really do exist, please hear my plea. If you really have great plans for me, please stop my sufferings and grant me a new beginning. I have tried to live but I failed miserably. Please show me a path to a life where there's less disappointment and sufferings. I have tried hard really really hard to live up to expectations but each time I fall and fell harder. I think I had enough...maybe perhaps it's time to return to you....
Please give me a sign......and I'll do the rest

Please end my sufferings as your lost sheep is losing the will to live

Worth it??

I dunno??

In the dark corner

I don't think anyone understands how I feel....it's like screaming under water!
I believe one day karma will do me good but I'm longing for that day far too long...I might lose hope

Transparent

I can see thru u but I kept my silence ...I'm a great observer

Tired.... I'm just blardy tired

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