fate

sometimes no matter how hard you try...things will never change
 you can only hope and pray
when the day comes then it comes

The fat lady just sang the last line....

Down & out

I feel like shite! I can't sleep! 

....

it is ever so bright

I am never proud of my past. i was naive and i wasted loads of time but i'm making up to it. to be a better man. i been thru shite too. like i always said " you'll have to suffer the consequences of your own doing. i know i gotta pay my dues and it's hard! especially for someone who past his peak and seeing his mates doing well in whatever they are doing. 

i can't change my past and i won't. i learned a lot from it and i'm glad it hit me now than hitting me in my forties. i'm a very negative person and hope one day i'll see silver lining in everything i faces as "after the darkest hour, the sun will shine again" and it is ever so bright!! 

Vanity Fair

Sitting here with me mom just checking out ppl around me. I'm so glad that I'm born this way. Not that to say I'm good looking or what but there are quite a lot of weird looking ppl out there. Damn! They look weird and not only they look weird they act like one too.....scary shite!

City of Glass

The beauty of the glass city reflected on the shiny surface of man's glory. All pleasing to the eyes but a hollow tin inside.