I didn't know

Never have I thought it could happen to me. Never see it coming. Another resolution another vow. I will never let it happen to me again. I'll stand my ground. Never know it could hurt me that bad

A lonely Xmas

My fav holiday but always an unhappy one. I told myself today, next year regardless of what happened...I'm spending my Xmas away from malaysia. Be it alone or with friends, is a promise I vow to keep.

Merry Xmas ah Wai! 

I still misses her

Bad case of insomnia today. She was all over my mind. Wonder if she still think of me ... As much as i do of her. It happened too fast. 

:( hopefully it will get better tomorrow

officially missing you

"Officially Missing You"

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It's official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

Thank you

Finally I can let it go. Thank you for the lovely memories! We might not be together but those memories will always be close to my heart.  Tit tit, ka dan, cha por, kuku chi, ip pu yo, hubby, yeobu and many more. It will always triggered a smile in me. I hope one day we will both find happiness and live a better life. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart ! For one last time, I love you yeobu !!

SHE...elvis costello

watched we got married the finale again. this time by myself. brought back a lot of memories. a part of me which was so long forgotten. the feeling of in love and belonging. it was beautiful.

She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell

She
Who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She
May be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die

She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me
I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is

She
She, oh she
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