Friday, January 24, 2014

Good things to those who wait

Everything falling into place. Soon everything will be back to normal. Finally got the offer from the insurance co. Decent amount, should be able to cover most of it. 

Sunday, January 19, 2014

i am happy to see you happy...

it's like a taunt! every post every word
you got played son! you got played bad!
now you got nothing, you looked just like a fool

so much for "you know that it's hard for me to go out with another guy after this right?"
wow! that's just uttered bullshit!
after all the efforts, money, time sigh!
Karma is a bitch! maybe i deserved it
i never have any regret in life but if there's one, this could be it.
but wait...shouldn't waste my only regret for this.
i should save it for something else

anyways just my rantings out of frustrations since i got no one to talk to
and yes i don't bitch about you,
i shouldn't react this way actually but just venting out my frustrations

well as long as you're happy! and i have to start doing happy things for me too!

adios muchacha!

next post must be a positive one! wooooo sahhhhhh!


Thursday, January 16, 2014

Loneliness

I just realized I got no friends left. 
Lonely!!

Monday, January 6, 2014

Why?

Why would you say things to hurt me when it's all over?
Blaming is always the easier way off
Have you imagined the grief and the hurt u caused me?
I sucked it all in and moved on

What I learnt?
Be happy for no reason if you have a reason to be happy then beware as the reason could be taken away from you and you gonna have a bad time

I lost so much over the years just because I thought It was worthwhile 
Don't take away that one last memory from me!!
Let me have closure and move on

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

My 2013

Took a cold long walk down the corridor of ABC to the car with IU playing on my headset. As I reflect upon 2013, I was overwhelmed and choking with emotions. Been an eventful year with many gains and many lost. I'll do better, I'll be a happier man, I'll build where I stopped! 

I got thru 2013 battered and bruised but I learned awful lot.

2014! Bring it on!