make or break

trying to clear off all the confusions one at a time
a lil effort will bring great returns
a long & winding road ahead, after that it will be cocktails on the beachside
big challenge ahead and i'll rise to it

is officially broken down

i think i have stayed stagnant for quite some time
challenges are not met...i deprieved myself from pure inspiration
i ended up broken and lost......

delicate situation or a confused moment

not gettin any response from her..don't think this will work
or perhaps i'm being too sensitive...i dunno
i've no definite answers....

au revoir

it's finally gone...exorcised the ghost from within

when u wish upon the star

a lil hint of a disney fairytale....we shall see how it goes

soul searching

been really busy for the past 60 days..finally i have some time for myself
slowly i'm moving towards it...the next level
gotta pick up all the pieces along the way and perhaps things will be better
well at least than now!

it still lingers

found out today she's gettin married...i tot i got over her but my heart tell me otherwise
i still misses her

time & tide

not the right time but the thoughts are there..

perhaps i'm better off alone!

love or friendship

i can't stand losing a friend..hopefully it doesn't ruin it!

cheerios

hello there! it's been a while

my latest obsession

after 3 long years

back in the TVC business yo! this time as a consultant for a proton CNY TVC....concept fucking good!! watch out for it guys

0930

as much as i want it to go, it still lingers

it's 3am

damn it ! it's 3.00am and i'm still awake...been having issues with my sleep
while rummaging thru my stuff in the room, i found loads of stuff from the past
and guess what Mr. Jay.c? i found the sticker pic we took in sg wang ...wakakakaka

It's amazing how fast time passes by, i still remember those days when we were young and restless...how a random act of stupidity brings out a sudden burst of laughter from everyone (e.g John banging his head on the wall, Billy breakdancing, ...etc)..haha

and now we're all grown up but still as childish as we were used to be...

Summer in Madrid, Eindhoven, Bordeoux, Munich and Slovakia?

one signature away from my dream...please please!!! SIGN IT!

keeping my fingers crossed

kemeja t and 2010

I've been spending a lot of time with family and old friends lately..in fact i spent my new year eve at home. Many friends were rather surprised that I rejected their invitations to their parties (btw, thank you all so so much for your invitations)

I, myself was kinda surprised by my decision to stay home. Surprisingly, i didn't felt pathetic at all, in fact I had a great night! Guess i just needed some time on my own to ponder upon things that I've done in 2009.

2009 was rough! I didn't enjoyed it a bit! i'm really glad it ended and looking forward to new challenges in 2010. I kinda drifted around for the whole of 2009 with no accomplishments whatsoever!

What have i learned from 2009? ....."OBSESSION is a deadly game!"

I was too obsessed with my new found love and I've neglected everything. I just wanted to love her and gave her everything. Slowly, obsession turned me into someone different. All that i could think off..was her. I thought i found my soulmate. I wouldn't put the blame as me myself have to suffer the consequences of my own doings. Things went on just fine till i lost my job.

I landed myself in loads of debts with no stable income. I was depressed everyday wei! I had my first taste of poverty...well ok ok poverty might be too strong of a word but still...I was as broke as BROKE can be! i didn't even have money to eat!!! i was being really immature and lost all senses of directions.

When i thought things were getting better when i got myself a job in the real estate industry. She left me! i was devastated and it took me like FOREVER to get over her. In fact i stil think of her once in a while. It was even worse when all your mate is around you! i didn't have anyone to turn to at that time! It was really really hard....anyway i managed to pull thru and get on with life!

i learned a great deal out of this mess. Too much of something will do you no good! it changes you. It will alter your perceptions and your state of mind. You loses control. I was not myself then.

Life is all about balance..and standing firm on your principles!

I hope 2010 will be a great one and things are already looking kinda handsome!

an opportunity to fulfill my dream.......